After feeling such a mental recharging moments last week, this week, is a very-very different moment which make wasting too much “mental slots” without almost any recharging at all. this is so dangerous. not only for me, but also for all humanity. if this kind of thing is continuously happen and my “mental slots” skimpy plan doesn’t work well and no such a mental recharging occurs immediately, it may lead me into a very-very deep mental breakdown which will be not so easy to be healed. not only that, this all may also lead this world come to an end. maybe, it won’t be occurs immediately, but it will be in the near future or at some length time, but it’ a must. it will be hard and fast, maybe a little slower.

that’s why, it is better for Read more

ohhhh, today, I mean yesterday, fiuhhh, a very “mental recharging” event occurred in me. how if you are been in a very close range with something that even recharging you just by a short sight of that. You know, I was not even very close, but zero distance with it (actually her), we were even in a body contact, even just less than five minutes. can you imagine how was it the conditions that time? I didn’t.

but that was the first time I can control my breath in this kind of condition. just share, I’m commonly an Read more

few months ago, this topic is one of the most traffic generating topic of my sites. and now, I’ll show it again

attendant of the indonesian 2009 national olympiad, jakarta/ daftar peserta olimpiade sains nasional ( osn) 2009 jakarta:

komputer / computer / informatika

matematika / mathematic

kimia / chemical

biologi / biology

fisika / physic

kebumian / geosains

astronomi / astronomy

ekonomi / economy

Few days ago(not anymore), I’ve told you that I’ll continue my story. Now I’d like to tell you about my experience in the provincial training located in asrama haji medan. And at this post, I also include some photos taken with my cell phone.

Actually, I don’t remember all things, but I’ll try to tell you chronologically.

First, I left Read more

I see that recently. and you know what happen then, there’s nothing can sensed me like this. and this happen again, frequently. what a too lovely thing her s***e is. how dare do I am expecting her to stand on my presence. all I need is nothing but a chance, just like the others. when I see her s***e, everything is going down. I can’t even stand on my own.
no doubt, her s***e is the best thing ever since. nothing beat me like this. the only thing can wet my wounds in tears. I’ll exchange the everlasting of this thing with my whole life, if I can. I’m dreaming of dying protecting this s***e, the only thing caused the tearing of my Read more