So, now I’m start to talk about purity. hmm….., it seems like I’m not to familiar with this “chemistry like” topic. fortunately, this is not involving chemistry. than, what th* fu** he**s are you trying to talk about?

Without dilating this pre topic conversation, I’ll begin to talk about the topic. What I mean pure positive here is the way you think about anything (real or abstract). On the other words, its talk about the way your mine interpreting Read more

finally, I can make new post. ouch, that barking dogs outside annoy me a little, and I have to take a look what it is. meanwhile I need a pee, and unfortunately, I’ve been in front yard and my little friend urgently forced me to get some urine come out without early warning or confirmation. fortunately, it is 2.30 am, just two and a half hour from midnight (oh man, this is dead town, or better said dead village. it is too hard to find anyone outside at 9.00 pm). the dogs barking too noisy before I come out, then I get nothing. maybe, it’s just an evil pass over (wtf) or maybe a drunk moron, or a thief. when I come out, there is no such any humanity signs that could told you someone just passing over, so the first option should be the most suited condition (muahahahahahahahaha…., that’s not funny). but never mine, I’ll try again later. at least I see Read more

After feeling such a mental recharging moments last week, this week, is a very-very different moment which make wasting too much “mental slots” without almost any recharging at all. this is so dangerous. not only for me, but also for all humanity. if this kind of thing is continuously happen and my “mental slots” skimpy plan doesn’t work well and no such a mental recharging occurs immediately, it may lead me into a very-very deep mental breakdown which will be not so easy to be healed. not only that, this all may also lead this world come to an end. maybe, it won’t be occurs immediately, but it will be in the near future or at some length time, but it’ a must. it will be hard and fast, maybe a little slower.

that’s why, it is better for Read more

ohhhh, today, I mean yesterday, fiuhhh, a very “mental recharging” event occurred in me. how if you are been in a very close range with something that even recharging you just by a short sight of that. You know, I was not even very close, but zero distance with it (actually her), we were even in a body contact, even just less than five minutes. can you imagine how was it the conditions that time? I didn’t.

but that was the first time I can control my breath in this kind of condition. just share, I’m commonly an Read more

I see that recently. and you know what happen then, there’s nothing can sensed me like this. and this happen again, frequently. what a too lovely thing her s***e is. how dare do I am expecting her to stand on my presence. all I need is nothing but a chance, just like the others. when I see her s***e, everything is going down. I can’t even stand on my own.
no doubt, her s***e is the best thing ever since. nothing beat me like this. the only thing can wet my wounds in tears. I’ll exchange the everlasting of this thing with my whole life, if I can. I’m dreaming of dying protecting this s***e, the only thing caused the tearing of my Read more